I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams Lyrics Meaning

Personally, I think it means that a girl who thinks she’s better than everybody else, hence the lyrics “I’m so tall, can’t get over me. I’m so low, can’t get under me.” But she also doesn’t understand her feelings, “Never before have I felt this way” she might have an obsessive personality, “He's in my eyes, he is in my ears, he's in my blood, he is in my tears” but she also understands that she can’t get him nor have him “I breathe love and see him every day, Even though my love is a world away” He doesn’t notice her and she knows that so she admires him from afar.